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Sunday, August 29, 2010
10:07 PM Omg laaaa T_T today BAD DAY LA! Just when i tot i could have a normal peaceful day -playing in the aftern, testing to study at nite for btr absorption (since i'm always sooo active at nite) w/o anything to happen, ahhhhhh SHYT! I don wanna describe it so i shall just say it briefly tht! TEMPORARY leaving my guild is such a fuss! zzz.... && then OMG... i sent a msg tht i shouldnt send!!! OMG LAAA It should be piling in my draft instead! OMG OMGG!!! I feel like killing myself! *no face*!!!!!!!! Kill my phone laaa!!! nowadays SOT DE! T_T Omg.... for a moment i was feeling angry+irritated+guilty+stress NOW I'M FEELING TENSE+EMBARRASSED+OMG! OMMMGGGGG Q-Q AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I GO MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE AND SLP LIAO LA! -OFF- |
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Saturday, August 28, 2010
11:05 PM Haiz! SO SIANS! LOL Aiyaaaa! I study damnnn slow =( Dunno will be able to finish or not Q-Q && at the same time, sooo tempted to play and draw! T-T &&!! I've been slping also gahhh! Stress STress STRESS!! So many things clashing at the same time x_X Needa find job also T-T! GRRRR! Monday, I SHALL GO OUT! && GET MYSELF MY 72 COPIC SKETCH! AND FIND A JOB ALSO! X-x Well, since i'm meeting out wif jasmine they all for dinner too :D Orrrzzz~~~~ Alright, I'm gonna off yea Q-Q じゃ！ お... あなたは私のこと気にしなかった..... よい！！ -.- |
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Thursday, August 26, 2010
7:37 PM Hohoho :o Bak here bloggin plox :x Boreeeedd!! Siiiaaannn-ed!!! ARGHHH!!! LOL Didnt study much as usual~ Feeling sooo tired tooo :0 maybe i should go for a nap then continue my study lawl :x studied half way and went mapling again :x Maybe, i should just kill my com or sth LOL (but i think tht would meant killing myself too @@) It's alrdy thursday! 26 Aug! omg~~~ exams are nearing QoQ && i don wanna think abt it Q-Q But i HAVE TO make myself to go think abt it rawrrr! streessss x_X ok, i shall continue my study, no naps for me @@! (if not i think i slp le i sure don wanna study prob lawl!) じゃ～ 心まだ苦しいです、どうしようか。 私はSMSをください... お願い... ._. |
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Thursday, August 19, 2010
6:41 PM HELLOOZZZ! I am currently AS BORED AS HELL! :XX RAWRRR!!! I should be studying!!! yes! I MEAN STUDYING! But i really don have any mood to =( AHHHH!!! I WANNA DRAW! I WANNA PLAY! HAHAHHAA!! Ytd played maple, FINALLY finish hitting tht 999 at timetemple! WHEEE~~~ (except for the final part of toking and dunno wad O.o) && i finally lvled ytd too! omg! now hadda wait another yr for another lvl! HAHAHA! && yes! my msian loonnng lost frend IS BAK! :DD Hahahaha! I was thinking whr the hell he MIA-ed toooooooo @@~~~ Ahhhhhhh!!~~~ Though i said tht after getting angry and disappointed at my art work, it seems tht i still can continue despite having tht to happen O.o OMG! NO! I'm suppose to be STUDYING KKAES?! I've onli studied one chpter for BioCHem -_- Ytd's Group study FAILED LOL End up yeeeekkkiinnnggg away :x Aiyaaaa!!! stupid shyt exams!! && yesh! I'M SOOOO TEMPTED YO BUY 72 COLOURS COPIC SKETCH! Omg omg! but it cost a BOOM x_X $400++!! omg! But i guess i gotta secure myself a job first b4 even going to buy it... rawrr! job job job!! $$ $$ $$!! AHHHHH!! Also, no more "blank spaces"! I needa push it allllll down wor :o Therefore, all shall be bottled inside of myself again Q-Q ... Sigh~~~~~~~~~~ At most just some jap words i guess =3= Alright alright... I NEEDA CONTINUE STUDY!!! I think i need someone to push me or get myself satisfied wif sth first which i'm not sure wad it is.. OMG! Alright alright!! thts all for today x_X Ahhhhhh study study! (maple maple in mind LOL) じゃ！！！！ 明日はあなたこと会いたいです！！どうかお願い... Q-Q （ちがう！！！抑える抑える！！！T-T） |
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Thursday, August 12, 2010
11:26 PM こんばわ！ I'm here just to COMPLAIN on how DISSATISFIED i am with my current work piece =( LOOK!  rbr the sketch tht i posted up last time which was drawn based on pwahaha's video?Omg... *faints* Look at the ugly lines! The smudge on his sleeve... My colouring!!!! =((( I have no mood to continue on... First, my outlining didnt turn out so well... while I was trying to create "manga style lines", i tried using copic liner 0.05 and it ended up hard to do bcoz of the normal paper i'm using... (i have a tendency to press hard while tracing... tht could the reason why it didnt move so well on the paper...) So i tried 0.1 drawing pen. Well, the line was thicker and nicer by a bit alright, but one thing is tht, this tip of my 0.1 drawing pen splited long time ago which i tot it was working well... So at some parts whr i strike it off, it turn out wif some line split effect -.- Well, my attempt to create wad i actually want failed... But, nvm. Secondly, just when i was hoping tht my colouring will cover up my mistakes for the lines... RAWR -.- I was VERY HAPPY tht i went stationary shopping today and got myself some specific copic colours tht i wanted, but i am VERY SAD tht i used them at the wrongly =( Although i must say i'm actually quite impress wif tht guy's hair tht i coloured coz i somehow manage to blend the colour well it seems... but i'm soooo NOT satisfied wif the girl's skin, his sleeve, EVERYTHING! The skin of the girl's is too DARK. I ABUSED the use of colourless blender such tht i use it to push the ink back too much tht it somehow ended up SMUDGING his sleeve. Though as i said i was quite impress wif the blending on the hair, but thr's TOO LITTLE lightings. && LASTLY! I realized tht while working wif copic ciao, it seems tht it runs out of ink QUITE FAST. && guess wad, i just watched a vid on some copic intro, it seems tht copic ciao holds less ink than the other 2 types! OMG~~~ *faints* Therefore, I'm now SOOOO DISSATISFIED wif my DUMB SELF =(((( I should have just bought copic sketch markers instead of being soooo fussy wif prices... (but thts how i am...) Let's see, i currently have... 24 copic ciao markers (round) 4 copic sketch markers (oval) 14 copic markers (square) omg.. *faints more* But actually if i look at it this way, this just means tht i need to buy the refill which i actually find it quite worth coz it actually onli takes abt 1-2/25 of the whole refill just to refill one copic ciao... ehh... but isnt tht the same... tht means.. I NEEDA REFILL MORE OFTEN! O_O GAHHH!! *&@)(*@#*^@# Alright, "bak-up" plan! :x Let's see... i shall try to filter out copic ciao on colours tht i use the LEAST which means those are the ones staying! && for those I use more often, i shall sell them! (i'll refill them b4 i sell && at a cheaper price than outside of course) hmmm.... i shall use them and see how first... Alrdy, my black (100), skin white (E00), aqua blue (BG01) and now, my Cool grey (C-5) have run out of ink... && so far, i have refills for 100 and E00 ... (BG01 is DAMN HARD to get =/ ) I needa get refill for C-5 && continue looking for BG01 nxt -.- .... && i'm soooo gonna hack care... i'm soooo gonna buy the copic sketch set 72colours or sth... Yes, its a BOOM $$ alright... I think i saw it cost abt $300++ if i'm not wrong... Well, tht makes it more reason for me to be working off during my coming holis ... && of course, its not tht soon tht i'm gonna buy it :x I shall see how it goes... Well, i tot i had much more to ramble on... but it seems tht i'm all cool-ed down now o.o && anyway not to forget to mention the last thing, i guess the type of paper u use makes a difference too O.o ... This paper yea, its normal paper, so it tends to bleed more than papers meant for copics. Though i do not know why tht "Natsu matsuri" piece seems to be quite fine (prob coz i practiced colouring for it...) Ohh! && i bought some "Manga Illustraion Paper" tht i found at ArtFriend o-o Seems quite fun coz besides the 30 blank sheet of papers, thr's actually one extra sheet wif picture for u to colour owo~~ But anyways for now, due to this, i'm giving myself a break from drawing stuffs... && i'll REDO tht piece NO MATTER HOW IT KILLS ME TO! Also after experiencing this, i guess i'm still on the "noobie" level, especially on my ArtLines which i realize tht it plays a very impt role as well, though i'm quite bias tht i always my practice on my colouring somehow :x (coz i just LOVE COLOURS) Though i'm now starting to figure out how to actually blend the colours... But a break is a break =) && also the gd side of this is... i can focus on my studies for the coming exam i suppose :x Tmr i needa revise LWS man~ (though i bet the "trainers" thr will run through again...) && yes, i've started a bit on my BioChem x3 Not really started but... just did the tutorials onli and took down some final notes for the last few lectures o.o Alright, i needa study fast too, nooooo lazying/slacking ... Ehh... i think i may tend to -.- ... Ok! When i REALLY REEEAAAAAALLLYYY need a break, i will take it :x HAHA! && abt him, i still love him in my heart, and tht shall just be in my heart... i shall TRY NOT TO expect anything much from him as it'll onli make it worst... && how many times have i decided not to cry and fail to do so? Well, now i'm re-deciding again tht I WILL NOT CRY (which i hope i really wont... coz its really starting to get pathetic... not tht i'm getting tired of all this, but i'm really sick of myself being such a cry baby...) I wanna be strong! && i shall hope by then, i'll be able to attend his bday party w/o worrying whether i'll be affected when i see "her"... (its been 2 weeks+ since we've seen each other...) Looks like i've posted a VERY LOOONNNGG post O.o lawls && it seems like after today's negotiation, I'm hadda treat my 2 frends Janice and Jasmine a pizza hut meal in return of meals treated by them :x hahahaha && they support me in getting work LOL -.- ... Well, i need to anyways... Anyways, its 1:03am! So u can see how long i take to write one post :x HAHA Alrightiies, time to browse off some manga to see whether KHR came out alrdy and then, TO DA BED! hee! x3 お休みみなさん！ じゃ！ |
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Wednesday, August 11, 2010
4:54 PM こんいちわ！ ahhh~~~ wad a nice and RAINY day =w= ! weather is cool and NICE =DD &&... i feel so motivated to draw draw draw!!! x3 a bit wrong timing coz... I'M SUPPOSE TO BE STUDYING NOW! QoQ ... But... well, i found an excuse for myself tht i shall start tmr since i dont have much colour pens... && so~ tmr is stationary shopping day! =DD (well, since i'm going out to sch just to pass up some forms tht i forgot to -.-) Yes! I <333 stationaries!! LOL <<< weird girl Anyway, thr's sooo many things i feel like drawing now *w*!! But but.. of course, 1 at a time! && still not very confident in my artworks YET! (boooohooooo!) Well, i finished another piece and.. here it is x3  Yes, its miku *w*!Well, i tot i actually had her colours... but it seems like i imagined her colours a bit... wrong @@ I tot wad... "So gd!! tcher ask us to buy de colour fits miku! I didnt know i had miku's colour!" Then end up when i went to look again, awww :x its more to blue! rawrr!! (I have problems differentiating blue/green sometimes :x as in whether its more to the blue side or green side... ) && yes, just when i tot the proportion was ok, when i looked at it again, awwww :o and the background, i got a bit lazy on it :x hardiieee~~ but.. THT WILL NOT STOP ME FROM DRAWING! Practice is wad i need =DD I've also finish creating my pokemon character =D But i havent touch up and ... choose my main pokemon partner :x hahahaha (though i did browse through and did a bit of shortlisting) nxt time nxt time! && i cried last night again due to missing him too much ='( Ahhh... i really needa knock my head! I'm such a cry baby.... && omg... i really needa work during my sept holi D= I think i've been spending quite a BOOM this mnth, and still gonna continue BOOMBING some more .. "a bit"?? :x DAWWWWW!! =口=! ohh, Have i posted the final Natsu Matsuri Picture? o-o (Seems tht my com hanged quite a bit just now thr.. O.o' OMG 3rd time! SCARY!) Anyways, i don think i posted, so here it is :x  じゃ！ |
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Tuesday, August 10, 2010
6:13 PM Boo hoo! For ytd's event~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! Srry, lost track of her age :x Yes yes, ytd went out for National Day celebration (or rather i got dragged out by my parents...) && we just went to catch the fireworks~ It was VERY CROWDED~~~ as expected @@ Some more have to walk under tht darn hot sun just bcoz of the heavy traffic x_X And of course, was very tired after i've reached home.... && today, i think they just started wif singapore's first YOG event O.o There were some weird tourist-like buses passing by the streets lol o-o && these few days, i've been catching up wif pokemon movies! HAHA! Sooo long no seeeee x3 sure brings bak memories :x After watching, i feel like creating my own pokemon OCs and of course, wif the pokemon i would like to have! LOL Its soo lamezz but i see ppl on deviantart doing this too, looks kinda fun :x Hope i'll be able to create them when i got the inspiration for tht hahahahhaa! && last but not least, I MISS HIM! =( But i don think he'll miss me... right? ... (i mean miss seeing me...) Yea... Anyway, i feel like i'm unable to do anything for him... while i think "she" will be able to... Its sad but well, being frends is alrdy btr than nth...... right..? Well, though i have a small bad feeling but... i guess .. its alright? Actually though i kinda save him from doing sth stupid the other time when he called me, he also kinda saved me from doing sth stupid which no one knows :x (nth to do wif self-abuse i swear! but i think i was knocking my head to the wall... -.-) Alrighties... tmr i think i needa start studying.. BOOO =( this sat got LWS at botanic garden! damn ... && i btr start on my biochem coz i'm getting a bit rusty and scared of the extra class quiz -.- rawrrr... well, thts all for today again and... じゃね！ |
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Saturday, August 7, 2010
6:15 PM も一度、こんにちわみなさん！ Yea =DD Hectic week has past~~~ test all GG! lawl -.- && ~~ Finally on "HOLIDAY"~~~ Yea right... "HOLIDAY" -.- ... 2 weeks YOG holiday from sch, 2 weeks study week... arghhh -_- ... 2 weeks YOG, so extra.. nvm, holiday happy liao LOL -.- Not really holi though... needa study! QoQ scarely they giv more time to study, exam paper HARDER! omg@@! Anyways i'm feeling a bit btr i guess :x Yea, he smsed me a few times, till i couldnt stand ignoring him.. ._. Well, i shall just keep it to myself i guess, while being in contact wif him... but yea, minimized... && yea, just being a frend to him, && i'll be glad to be thr for him.... && therefore, i shall keep my feelings hidden within myself... Hmmmm~~~ wad shall i do~~ Ahhh! watch my shows =DD Yes~ and ltr if i got any inspiration, i shall try ta draw and colour again! I wanna be like her!  Tht xpwahaha de, not yet done, waiting for a day whr i can go buy the necessary colours for it >-< hahas... ex sia!&& yes, i really needa find a work for my holi =( $$$~~~~ && working experience i guess >-< Hope i'll be able to find one =D hahas! Alrightiies~ i shall go off for now :x じゃ！ |
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