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Sunday, September 26, 2010
11:51 PM I'm very sad right now... D: Since ytd... no... this EARLY morning... I quarreled with someone.... I feel very bad D: I dunno why, but when i tok to tht person, i just got very pissed off DDDD: Both of us EXPLODED thru the nite.... i really am still feeling damn sad now... I feel like... crying now still.... I know, I'm DUMB, insensative, -dunno anything- ... But i just wanna help... it seems like... wo yue bang yue mang.. I shall not ask, i shall not say anything nor do anything... I should just rot away in the dark T_T *rots* .... |
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Tuesday, September 21, 2010
3:36 AM Okay~ I'm gonna start doing this :D i HOPE it wont be *GONNERZ* (if not, i'll probably kill myself x-X) this is suppose to be a tag at FB, but right now, i'm MIA-ing D: So here it goes~ Write (a note with) 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. 1. I ♥ Anime/Manga :D 2. I ♥ drawing Anime, but ILLUSTRATION types~ 3. I ♥ COPIC SKETCH and wish to own more colours of them xD 4. I wanna practice && practice my drawings to be like cartoongirl7 and kaoru-chan :DD 5. I look as if I eat a lot when I'm outside, but actually I dont eat a lot at home (I may even skip my meals or just eating snacks for a day) 6. I have low hygiene for a girl, I mean it D: 7. One of the low hygiene may include not bathing for days when I'm on school holidays, BUT if I need to go out or cant stand the oil on my hair, I WILL bathe ;D 8. I ♥ music 9. I listen to Kpop/ Anime songs/ Vocaloid songs, or just any songs from youtube that has good beats (even Maple BGM/Pangya BGM) 10. I've a lot of things half way - Taekwando (black belt 2), Piano (failed grade 5, which makes my current piano grade... 2?), Swimming (somewhr very BEGINNER lvl) D: 11. I've been waking up 5+am for school since Secondary 12. I ♥ COLOURS~~ Esp light smoothing ones :D 13. I own 7 Graphic books, some of which has mature contents x_X 14. I HATE HENTAIS D: 15. I dont really like toking abt sexual stuffs (wif a few ppl as exceptions) 16. I have sensitive skin, that's why I got sooo many sores D: 17. I've been attached 2 times, and both lasted for only abt a month or so D: 18. I'm VERY BAD wif relationship stuffs ._. 19. When I'm bored, I either do cyber gamings/sleep/draw~ 20. I'm NOT really that initiative D: 21. I may look like i talk a lot online, but I'm actually shy and soft-spoken in nature :o 22. I prefer fresh air than the air from the air-cons, this also meant that I ♥ cold countries :D 23. I ♥ JAPAN 24. I ♥ sightseeing :D 25. I actually like cosplay clothes, those of which are similar to maid's outfit or probably any lacy type of clothes :X DOUBLE BONUS - yea~ its so fun to do that i'm actually doing more than requested :D 26. I ♥ Nature, BUT I HATE BUGS 27. I dont like vulgarities D: 28. I dont really like koreans coz I think sometimes they're rough spoken, though I'm actually 1/2 chinese-korean :/ 29. I know English, Chinese, some bits of Japanese, very little bit of Hokkien and Malay 30. I speak English/Chinese/Singlish most of the time :o 31. I wanna take Anime drawing as free lance job in near future :D 32. I ♥ PC pen tablets and needs one badly D: 33. The main source of motivation for me to draw is to watch ppl on youtube to draw or see artworks from deviantart bcoz it makes me feel that if they can do it, why not me >:D 34. I dont like plain physical exercise (jogging, sit-ups) but prefers sports (swimming, badminton, roller blading, cycling) 35. I'm near to the age of 20, but i behave like a 12 year old kid :X 36. I'm known for making weird sounds (or rather to call it "sound effects", but NOT erotic onces xox) 37. I ♥ cute stuffs which includes soft toys :D 39. I can sit in front of the com for 12hrs++ of the day :o 40. Most of my favourite food are Japanese/Taiwanese :D 41. I ♥ food that are sour-sweet/sour-spicy/spicy, but am unable to take on much of the spiciness x-X 42. I ♥ cute animals :D 43. I ♥ snow x3 44. I'm also known for my blurness x-X 45. I dont really like the idea of dying hair coz i think it spoils ur scalp and hair composure :o 46. I have very BAD time management D: 47. I ♥ stationaries :D 48. I get high when i see sth i ♥♥ :D 49. I wish everyone happiness xDD 50. Crap, its 5:17AM O_o YA! It's SOOOO "EARLY"! Gaooo =o=' I'm gonna get my slp upside down NUUUU!! Alright, I'm off yea~ じゃ～ |
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Monday, September 20, 2010
2:30 AM OMG.... I MADE A WHOLE LONG LIST OF 25 RANDOM THINGS, FACTS, HABITS OR GOALS ABT ME ++ BONUS OF 20 MOREE... AND ALL RUIN BCOZ OF THIS "<" AND ARGHHH! ALL GONE! D: ok... i'm very tired alrdy.... its 6:15AM alrdy D: Gonna re-list them another time... :/ Nites... D: だいじょうぶじゃないです（か）._. |
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1:22 AM Harlos :o Yea, i got no mood to put "mood" D: booohooo.... I think i'm having mood swings again... Maybe i should ban myself from maple :/ *sigh* Sometimes, this dam messy feeling is killing me.... Yea, maybe i should just stay away for the time being.... (or maybe pick timings...) Okay~ today i went for Jap High Sch fest, and it was sooo much fun :D no need to spend sooo much money also! the food also all cheap cheap dee! <33 Omg! MUST go thr next yr again :D FUNNNZZ! xD &&... I KEEP DELAYING MY WANTING TO WORK AT SAKAE D: omg laa.... must push myself to go tmr la! f5f5f5f5!!! T_T *fails* and... yeps... not gonna say much, coz i'm really feeling kinda down now D: probably couldnt slp for another night, i dunno :/ sooo pissed off wif everything... haiz D: && my hands are having "blisters" (shui pao) again.... pain pain D: dunno why i'm having this but looks like its seasonal :/ lols... alright, i'm gonna loiter on the net now... じゃ |
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Monday, September 13, 2010
11:55 PM Mood: *disappointed*  I'm tired :/ Yea, i started and finished my drawing today... But i'm not tht satisfied wif the outcome still ._. Haiz~~~  From far it looks ok ... but when u observe... arghhh... the proportions again... and i think my colouring too :/I should have followed the guide tht i made... once again, i went off track :/ After somewhere while doing it, i started to feel a bit unwell... like i'm a bit suffocating .... i dunno why but yea, it makes me tired.... Maybe i'm just thinking too much.... Sigh... so much for the inspiration from watching ppl do niaaaaa ... sad =( I think i'm really gonna get myself another A4 sketch book and start copying drawings again .. -.- The noobie style, lawl... Hmmm.. lets see~~ Tmr~ I'll be seeing some of my classmates off at the airport :D They're going on vietnam trip for study~~ Hope they have fun thr :D && after tht, JTC camp! && then after JTC camp, i really must go for sakae job interview le... cannot drag =( okay, i shall maple a bit first then i go off to slp :o じゃ～ |
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Saturday, September 11, 2010
1:03 AM Current mood: Tired  Helloozzz! :D YAY! EXAMS OVER!! (for now again...) Relax! PLAY! DRAW!! AHHHH!! WORK! x_X LAWL! Yea :o I took the job of F1 for 3 days (24~26th sept) ... to "maintain cleanliness of the area" (to make it sounds nicer)~~ 3 hectic days of 12hrs work :o && i scared i'll fall aslp during work omg :x *needa restock lotsa candies for work* && probably, working at sakae sushi as well :o && yeaaa :DD I drew sth finally! But i havent finish sketching :( It hurts when i have to draw the hand position and all... (man... i needa buy A4 size sketch book to really start practicing by copying stuffs and slowly develop my style :o) Yea... sketching boohooo! But w/o sketching, thr's no colouring Q-Q Have to hang on to it! ahhhhhh!!!! and probably going to do tht "failed" piece sometime during the holi too :o && && i'm gonna participate in Sophie-chan's "Anime contest" for fun :D Doesnt matter whether i win or not, just wanna see wad i will create for the contest :x &&... i nneeeeddd slp Q-Q ... Havent been slping well lately due to those damn exams :x Results will be out on 1st Oct Q-Q (children's day?! lawl =o= ) okay, its VERY late! (finished bloggin at 3:08AM - due to animation *againzz*) Time taaa slp QoQ ~~~~~ じゃあああああ！～ ありがとう、そうして、さよなら... （か？）  |
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Monday, September 6, 2010
10:33 AM Current mood: *Inspired*  DOOHHHH!!! OoO!! Yess!! Very inspired now wif all the wonder artist on DA Q-Q!! Owww... Makes me wannna drawww!! AHHHH!!!! Wrong mood wrong mood! LOL! I needa go to sch soon... TO KILL PBPN! && for once, i actually study finish a module at least O.o (i hope i dont get too nervous and *blank out* ... omg~) Though last nite i said i was more calm and collected, i went to do sth which i shouldnt and got myself into mood swing =.= .... Omgs OK! Yeaaa! I'm in a rush! x_X (thts why thr's no "mood animation") じゃ！！！！ |
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Sunday, September 5, 2010
6:14 PM Current mood: content  Ok, i worked on very long on this damn animation when i'm suppose to be STUDYING! @@! Got too absorbed in making it -_-' Gahahahaha! Yea, its bak to how i posted in a period b4 starting wif mood xDD Just tht maybe this time's gonna be a bit more special hee :x && i didnt know Bannedstory "upgraded" :DD Got more stuffs! I like the hairstyles in JapanMaple Q-Q .... Hope SEA will adopt some of it LOL! Anyway, today i'm more calm and collected lol O.o the whole aftern i've been studying PPE ... insects insects insects omg~~~ *faints* Daaa body parts, i hope teacher don giv too hard Q-Q!! I cant rbr them all except for the main three parts: head, thorax, abdoment -_- the rest, cmi :x then dunno wad ahhh Phyla Athropoda (some stupid kingdon name -.-) *faints* ahhhhh!!! shall not mention abt it.... But but... while listening to MS BGM.... AHHHH!!!! I miss GPQ soooo much Q-Q ... GAHHH!!! NOOOO!!!! *perseveres* Q-Q -OFF- Edited: Ohh O.o ... "add image" doesnt work to make my gif image move o-o Hadda use external webbies -.- ... rawr |
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Saturday, September 4, 2010
11:25 PM Booo! hahas.... Had a nap just now..... Was feeling damn stress up b4... Just like for my SDPN proj... Bad time management again.... && Sigh.... lotsa things in my mind.... and study... omg... Well, all i can say tht i'm gonna die for the coming exams, esp PPE and PM... AGAINzzz Worst sem ever... well, i guess i'm feeling a bit btr now after the little nap and a bit of smsing.... just tht well, i think my eyes and head hurts a bit... and just now omg, i think i have too little blood, cant see anything for like 5-10 seconds when i got up ._.' It's normal i guess.... though i'm feeling this way, i still gotta burn the nite to study PPE... Just doing wad i can.... Sometimes, how i wish i could just slp for eternity or sth... (doesnt tht means "dead"? O_o CHOY!) Well, have been playing to put my stress lvl down a bit... but it seems like it has side effects -.- after playing, EVEN MORE STRESS! lawl -_- Well, gotta face reality.... Wish nxt week would just quickly come and get ovr wif it... (either i kill the paper, or the paper kills me.... declaration of WAR to exam! -.-) Am tired orz ._. .... I'm off to study soon.... hungry.... *went off looking for food*.... -OFF- |
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